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......Best viewed in FireFox of resolution 1240 x 1024......
"one last breath, this voice is dying in eternity."
LOVE JOY PEACE HOPE
*Liying
28th October 1987
attitude
yet to dream except daydreaming.
someone who you shouldn't judge by looks;
I have a slight disorder
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells.
Fantasy
is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a
telescope.
Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's
realities.
→ A good yet afordable SLR camera(Searching...)
→ LAPPY! MACbook / Fujitsu / Thoshiba / Sony
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Birkenstock's Molina! (MUST GET IT! lol)
→
Abercrombie & Fitch Short (Have been EYE-ing this for super long)GONE FROM THE WEB!
→ Tops for work (its never enough)
→ Casual dresses? Sundress?
→ A pair of dark blue Denim jeans; plain & studded
→ A pair of Canvas shoes
→ Comfy Flats
→ EARPHONES!
→ Specs?
→ More apparels for Leisure
→ Limited edition watches!
→ F21 Dress?
→ Overseas Vacation! (Taiwan/Hongkong? any and everywhere~)
→ more to come/yet to be listed.. .. ..
Hoping to STRIKE more items off my list SOON! :D
→ 5 pairs of Charles & Kieth heels! :X
→ ONMIA! ((:
→ A|X handbag
→ Beige heels & beige-purple heels from Charles & Keith
→ Grey pumps from Charles & Keith
→ Greenish-blue and blue tops for work
→ Casual shorts from Forever21
→ I♥ME tee from Forever21
→ MNG pants for work
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Reminiscing about many events that have happened.
Reflecting on myself to some extend.
Might as well say, I took many things, many people around for granted.
Who doesn't? But I'm learning to cherish =))
Everything isn't about your own expectations exactly.
I've got to learn to appreciate people around, the good times and the bad times...
Poor granny had to be wheelchair bound. sighs.
Just when I set my heart to go home earlier to have dinner at home and accompany her more often...
That very week she was hospitalised :((
Anyhow, I somehow start having the determination to further my studies next year.
Mummy agreed too, saying i should since its recession now,
and after 3-4years when I graduate, the economy should be better...
AND yes, its FRIDAY! haaas.
Not to be too happy cos Nov will be a super busy period for me till early december.
Guess by then I'll clear my leave~~
haas. Though initially i wanna slot some leave days in nov..
Later gonna knock off at 5:30pm! hees. HALLOWEEN partyyyy in the office.
LOL. Maybe I can't.. cos I gonna help my Leader send >450++ emails individually!
*FAINTS*
Guess my nails will cracked by then :((
Probably rush to some mall to get nail polish later?
Chances are so mininal :]]
PEACEOUT, xoxo. |
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| *Liying ♥ 3:33 PM |
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| Thursday, October 30, 2008 |
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Time flies and now i'm like an 'old auntie' :[[
Psychologically and physically! -.-
And i whine whenever i hit blogger.com~
Probably NAG? hahs.
I guess i'm doing so many of the times? :]
__________
oh, and after all my whining; for now...
In all THANKS! ((:
To dar's buddies who celebrated my birthday together;
THANKS sweeties for the special cake & prezzies~
And to my dearest dar that brought me to Equinox again.
This time round food was much more nicer.
Scenary too. And Equinox gave a complimentary choc. cake.
SUPER CHOCOLATEY!! ((:
but super fattening too!! :((
HAHS. Yeap, and my 2colleagues for a new Nike bottle! ((: Not forgetting my MI darlings for the early celebration weeks back!
Only opened the prezzies yesterday! Its so SWEET! ((:
__________ This is RANDOM.
Sometimes situation changes and the initial thinking doesn't matters after which.
I wonder why.. .. .. I can't understand myself at all. WIERDO me. Hoping things wouldn't turn bad nor worst nor negative. __________ XOXO. |
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| *Liying ♥ 2:03 PM |
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I think i need to give myself a few tight slaps!
MANY MANY to wake myself up!
1st is that I'm looking at things I shouldn't be looking!
Its RESESSION now! And I'm shouldn't be tempting myself with all these!
sobs :(
2nd, my thoughts seems to be elsewhere.
Somewhere.. .. ..
I don't know why; I seems to be struggling within.
sighs :x
BADBAD.
SUPER DUPER BAD LUCK.
Work; Leisure; and many others!
Also, grandma just got hospitalised! SOBS.
And all in pain. Its so heartache to see her like this.
:(((( |
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| *Liying ♥ 11:52 AM |
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| Saturday, October 18, 2008 |
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我覺得沒有这個必要; 因為我不是一個虛偽的人.
我又想鬧失蹤了.
怎麼辦??
真是傷腦筋.. .. ..
-.-''' |
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| *Liying ♥ 3:14 AM |
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Sometimes I wonder..
WHY my brain works in such a way..
Sometimes it gives such naive thoughts; yet many of time it complexes things.. .. ..
HOW ironic?!
Anyhow, this weekend was more of a not-so-boring one? :))
Friday met up with MI people!
Ting, Alicia, PeiShan, Mel, Jas, Lulu, ShaoWei and Jerome..
Had some nice dinner at Mussle guys Vivocity~
Later, left with Ting, Alicia, PeiShan, ShaoWei, Jerome and I..
Slack, ChitChat and played some funny finger game with wierdo rules.
How funny..
Saturday met up with dear Kat!!
hees. nothing much. Lunch & coffee~
But its so nice to see you again! hees.
Later met up with Sher, and went to Chantelle's 21st birthday party..
WoWman. She really dress up to the nines like a Princess ((:
Hope she enjoyed herself. And her dear collin got her a BIG bouquet of red roses.
99 roses i supposed.. How sweet..! ((:
Sunday was bored!
Mummy asked if I wanna go her friend's housewarming on Sat.
But its so jokingly, so I didn't confirm with her.
ROTTED at home for half the day before having a SUPER early dinner at 5plus?
Yeap, and she's back yadaa-ing on there. People's son and daughter.
How talented, how well are they going etc etc.. .. ..
Yea. HOW hope-less am i huh?
Shouldn't think too much.
OH, i read some zodic thingy PeiShan fwd over.
MANY MANY paragraphs of CHINESE characters!
How great! lol. I used yahoo babel translator to convert.
It helped a little though many was wierd translation! haaas...
Somehow, those that I could interprete, with or without the translations were SOSOOO true!
How amazing..
I wonder how the other people of the same zodic are doing..
K. Ciaos.
Mummy yadaa-ing about the rich kids.
sighs. Its not nice to envy eh. HAHS.
xoxo, TATAS! |
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| *Liying ♥ 11:24 PM |
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How I wish I kept it all..
No complications. Me, myself, my sorrows.
I've tried so hard to open up;
hearing the things they talked about, I thought saying out would be a little more relieving
and with a little more support I could hang on.
But things just ain't that simple as I though.
How moron am I?
Yes. So brainless!
Use my butt also know things are always like that.
Why so naive? DUMBASS.
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I guess LOVE is actually a simple thing.
Unknowingly, many things don't really matter in LOVE.
What's so complicated is LIFE;
the things people do, the way people think.
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No one would fully be able to stand in other's shoes.
Most are happy with their partners so caring,
with so much pampering, so much sacrificing.
Many even took many things for granted.
How would anyone able understand without really going through all these?
They themselves are already so blissful.
YES, what I see may be just the things I see when couples are outside and not at home.
But isn't it still nice?
YES, they may have gone though much worst situations I may not know of.
But isn't it supposed to be a two-way support thing?
At least you know; someone is there.
There's someone for advise and opinions.
There's someone who'll look out for you.
For me, things isn't the normal way it really should be going.
And I'm already trying hard not to expect much.
But there are really basics that have to be met at least?
Shouldn't it be?
YES, I shared how I felt.
It became how "no-face" it would be for him.
YES, how heartless I am.
How moronic was I; and how stupid I've become.
I should just be left with what I think I should be.
Instead of trying to believe.. .. ..
No one fathoms what's really behind.
All the tears and all the woes.
Probably everything should just be kept to me, myself and I.. .. ..
SWOLLENED, xoxo |
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| *Liying ♥ 9:22 AM |
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| Saturday, October 4, 2008 |
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I'm utterly stunned what a guy would do to his girlfriend.
I've met no guy like that. NOT bf nor even guy friends.
Many who are still 'strangers-like' were so much more of a gentleman.
YES, probably because they're strangers they portray out a gentleman image.
BUT NO, its not like a boyfriend would be so-not gentleman that even a girl can be more gentleman.
Somehow, this quote that I knew was true yet hoping not became so true.
I can't remember exactly what is the phrase but its something like.. .. ..
A relationship is in control of the one that care the least.
So true, caused the one that cared more would always give way to the other..
Isn't it?
So disappointing that I drafted a post.
SADLY, when I woke up. I felt better; yet looking back at my hp.
Disappointing glupped me yet again.
Nontheless; I fell deeper. It hurts yet again.
YEAP, i should say.. ..
The time has come; its time I should really let go.
Repeated disappointments are a tremendous torture.
When He is weak, I've to be strong.
But when I'm weak, I've to be even stronger.
It ain't really something I can handle in the longer run.
Sadly, the driven energy fades.. .. ..
Sorry my little one, no more walkies together, but i'll still love you deeply.
Dearest,
I really need some peace.
Sorry but the only way is this.
Please be the gracious you as you always will to your friends.
I greatly appreciate it.
This chapter has finally come to a finale.
Its been such a tiring ride.
I'm physically exhausted and even more mentally drenched.
Sorry I can't hang on no more.
*Heartwenched;
No one can fathom.
Its not you fault; its just me.
My thoughts, your ignorance.
PEACEOUT; xoxo
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| *Liying ♥ 2:33 PM |
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